i feel so...

i feel so mad...i feel so angry...i feel so careless..so lost confused again..i feel so cheap..so used, unfaithful...i wish i could start over...just start over..

i dont know if much of you know but...i...i mean..my qpi didnt reach. i failed. at that moment i found out after waiting in line for the adaa...time just stopped...i didnt know what to do..i didnt know what to say...i didnt know how to tell my parents..nor how i myself could handle it..i mean..just failing 1 subject made me a total wreck but failing ateneo?! jeez..

so..i stayed in my friend's house practically the whole day yesterday. didnt want to go home...i couldnt go home...how could i face my parents...

but...i survived. but...not on my own. if there's a lesson to be learned here..its that...as my friend told me..."no man is an island". i had help...constant support from my friends and family. this day was bad..i mean...i just looked matamlay according to my sis. at least she was keeping me company..i got so depressed i even watched..."What a girl wants"...dang..amanda bynes..is so..purty..well besides the point..

but..the thing i wanna show is that..no man is an island...and i am not a lone wolf...coz...as they say on those nature thingies...wolves always go as a pack...

(oooohhh..if i get an army team or something or a squad..i wanna call ourselves the wolfpack...wla lang) so there...