Everytime You're Looking For Me, I'll Be Gone...

I've been thinking about the past again. I know whats done is done and there is no way i can change it, however...I should learn from the mistakes i made in the past, to further correct myself...make sure my weaknesses do not affect my life.

Yes, weaknesses are flaws. Things that i have to change to make myself...hmmm...stronger?

Well...back to the topic...mainly thinking about past..relationships...

Yes, i have reoppened my "Book Of Bigo" haha and well..it isnt pretty. Sure as hell a lot of those entries are my fault...i guess i just pushed them away. Afraid of something i wasnt ready for..however...some of them arent my fault.

In the words of a HS classmate who is now in Singapore (OO IKAW TO!) he said..."...their loss diba?". hahaha i thought about it..and yeah! its their loss! i know im getting all "egotistic" about it but..hahaha i think that im a pretty okay guy! hahaha...well...some of you readers may contest...but hahaha humor me a bit!

And..no matter how hard i do try...somehow...things just go wrong. I dunno...is it me? or is it them?

Well...really cant go into details. Dont want to...hahaha, but..i guess...this song put me in the mood..."Slip" by Kjwan

It didn’t matter what we did
It didn’t matter how hard we tried
Each time that we believed, we made it end
It didn’t matter what we did
It didn’t matter how hard we tried
Each time that we believed, we pushed away

Now I feel, so lost
Every time I look around me, you are gone
Now I feel, so lost
Every time I look around me, you are gone

It didn’t matter that I tried
It didn’t matter that I bled
Each time that I came over, you forget
It didn’t matter that I tried
It didn’t matter that I bled
Each time that I came over, you’d push away

Now I feel, so lost
Every time I look around me, you are gone
Now I feel, so lost
Every time I look around me, you are gone

It doesn’t matter what you do
It won’t matter what you say
It doesn’t matter what you do
Cause each time you come around I’ll push away

Now I feel, so lost
Every time I look around me, you are gone
Now you’ll feel, so lost
Every time you’re looking for me, I’ll be gone
Every time you’re looking for me, I’ll be gone
Every time you’re looking for me, I’ll be gone
Every time you’re looking for me, I’ll be gone
Every time you’re looking for me, I’ll be gone

oh yeah..buy the album..its pretty good.